Batter my heart, three-personed God, for you
as yet but knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend;
that I may rise, and stand; overthrow me, bend
your force to break, blow, burn, and make me new.
--John Donne
Monday, April 30, 2007
Freedom Writers
This film is the closest thing I have seen to portraying the lives of the kids at Dakota House. It is a powerful and true story. If you haven't seen it yet, rent it.
"He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted.... to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve... to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. " --Jesus
The first time I walked into the church we are attending (I still have a hard time calling it our church...but it actually is now) I came undone.
Something in me broke and I cried and laughed and worshiped God and thanked Jesus and knew I was home.
But I was still scared.
As I was singing and praising God and feeling all twitterpated and whatnot, I asked Him "So, is this... like... a church where I could...like...be okay?"
Just then, to the right, my eye caught a glimpse of a flash of color, and I looked, and I saw a slight young woman, dancing and waving this lovely shimmering flag. She was completely lost in her worship. This moved me inexplicably...though I have always loved the banners.... they seem like a visual representation of the moving of the spirit...but still it stirred me to my core for some reason...anyway I smiled at God and told Him I might be thinking that maybe I could possibly conceivably per chance consider considering this place.
And she is always there, just to my right, every Sunday.
At my women's group this week I learned something about this young woman who dances before her Lord. She lost a daughter six months ago.
So I stand humbled, amazed, encouraged, and astounded by the enormity of our God. By the joy and the depth of Him.