my apology

this is my public apology for hating christians, saying i hate christians, thinking i hate christians, whatever. i have read many things recently from one christian to another, full of spite, anger, bitterness and i realized that as much as i really do dislike the way most christians behave, including myself, i think that my hatred only perpetrates more bitterness. i chose this way of life, i should keep my mouth shut or do something to change it or get out. so i am sorry for my being so forward with my dislike. i will try to work on it.