my reality

people say "you look great"
my reality is i feel like shit
people say "i like your haircut"
my reality is i had to cut it because i am losing my hair
people say "you look skinny"
my reality is the scale doesn't lie
people say "you look rested"
my reality is i am exhausted
people say "aren't you happy to have no kids this week?"
my reality is i feel like a huge part of me is missing
people say "you are so lucky to be married to dave"
my reality is most days it sucks
people say "you are so multi-facted"
my reality is my stupid brain is fractured
people say "your life is so great"
my reality is
yeah i think they are right